2004-07-30

Remember me?

This was to my friend. I liked her. In fact, still like her. But I guess, we did not properly convey our likes to each other. Each of us were to trying to help each other in finding a gf/bf!! But in heart, I liked her more than my then gf, her best friend. This gals name is Aarthi Bhaskaran, Chennai.

hello. does thy remember this humble soul?
or am i waiting for ur unsent email like a fool?
hey, so long since my inbox ever held ur email
y dont u reply 2 this email without any fail??

Am wondering is it possible for me to call u
it looks like zillion years since i spoke 2 u!!
so h is ur college, project, preparation & all
am sure with ur scores u will stand more tall.

h is life out there in chennai? is it raining?
in office am not yet started any gaining!!!
Still enjoying with not much of work to do
wasting my time in front of comp (boo! boo!)

wanted 2 come 2 chennai some time nxt week
shall v meet some time, go eat & do some freak??
will b (hopefully) there, next week, for weekend
shall v meet? confirmation email, plz, do send.

hey, am trying 2 keep my weekends very busy
by freaking, going 4 movies but am still lazy
believe me till now only thrice i had gone sighting
am so far away from city so instead i go sleeping.

h r ur boy frnds? and h is shruti? ur mom? ur dad?
if i call u & if they come 2 know, will they feel bad
i was wondering why were so silent without emails
will b expecting ur emails regularly without any fails.

2004-07-13

Heart Determines...

No idea why I wrote this? And the receiver did definitely not understand this. Bcoz I got a simple "good" as reply. This is to Priya NC, Bangalore.

Heart determines is what i say!
It knows who has come in to stay.
Things dont happened by our way
ofcourse, it neither deviates far away.

Smile is something so very good
it can melt even a log of dry wood!
Such is the power of smile on us
it shines lots of hope to hopeless!!

Well, this attachment is a profound one
it is straight from heart with no pun!!
if only v could be as good as this says:
"for everybody there is a time & a place"

Wish i knew & was matured well enough
to make a right choice without any "MUFF"
without these mistakes there is no challenge
but hurdles makes us think b4 v take de plunge.

why is that heart is such so very complicated??
understands everything with a tag:BELATED??
wish i cud understand to working of two:
my heart & a woman's mind (I have no clue!)

Why Silence? Sorry...

Another sorry for previously killed relationship. This, I guess, picked up the last of the pieces and killed it. This is to Kanchana, Coimbatur.

Kanch,

Why this silence 4m your end?
when an email will you send??
asked 4 an apology havent I?
waiting 4 an reply 4 long!! (sigh)

ok! I agree that i chose wrong words
but anybody forgives even some nerds!
with love & affection part of ur name ("PREMA"-LATHA)
why dont u 4give & stop this game??

am sure u r damn pissed off, agreed!
but well i am jst short of any plead
if u cud nicely forgive this small error
then i cud b happy & smile forever.

well, the rest is left to your discreetion
ofcourse, am waiting 4 u 2 take decision
if u still feel that i hve hurt u too badly
"GOOD LUCK & GOOD BYE" saying it sadly. :-(

2004-07-02

Sorry. Please forgive me....

First of the million "sorry-mails" that I wrote to friends after screwing up. Seems that God has given me a unique talent of screwing up relationships... Btw, this relationship is completely dead. This is to Kanchana, Coimbatur.

Kanch,

My email did not convey what I meant!
It did not mean what I tried to convey!!
wish i cud make my english better!!!
with tht i may b able 2 write correct letters!!!

in the process of trying 2 put my message
i think i hve completely tarnished my image
possibly b'coz of the words that i used
were nt appropriately utilized & perceived.

pray & wish i cud go bak in time
& try 2 erase any records of my crime
of MIS-JUDGING an nice good gal,
who was till my email a very good pal.

though said above in elaborate fashion
does nt convey true intensity & passion
in apologizing 2 u, 4 commiting a gr8 sin
4 hurting ur heart & making ur frndship spin.

is there any possible recovery scheme
with which i cud apply butter & cream
on u to try & rectify my damaged identity.
Please forgive :-) this nice simple entity.

de idea of my email was 2 jst pass on
my feeings bt dfntly nt 2 inflict pain upon
if my english was nt good enough & clear
plz lemme knw. I shall kick my own rear.

btw, wuts ur plan? wuts ur idea of future?
hope u r nt suffering 4m de peer pressure
2 land up in a nice job immediately & earn
select company which facilitates u 2 learn.

btw, de real reason of my outrageous email
was jst 2 convey an simple msg without fail
tht de prev email i got 4m u was so long ago
bt it was definitely nt 2 hurt ur cute little ego.

*******IS IT POSSIBLE 4 ME 2 GIVE AN AUDIO APOLOGY???*********